Do_Iwanna_know

Do I wanna know ?
2014-09-14 21:36:41 (UTC)

What doesn't kill you makes you stronger ...

Dear Diary ,
people keep on saying that what doesn't kill you make you stronger but is that really true ? I mean as far as I am concerned i hardly believe that this say is full of bullshit ! yes bullshit ! because what doesn't kill you do make you suffer like hell , and it really hurts like a bitch .
Some people also say that time heals but its not true either!they keep on inventing says and make us believe that they are true but infact they are not !!!
I mean I have already been hurt not only once or twice or even 5 time but way more than that and trust me it still hurts !!
God i remember those incidents as is they just happened so how comes that time heals ? how comes that everytime I find myself crying alone in my room remembering every single word every single detail ?
Am I an exception in this world ? I guess am not !
Well thsi is not the point that I want to make now ! All I just want to know is how to get rid of the pain how to forget and simply try to move on cause I tried evrything but it doesn't work! I find myself enable to do what ever ! stuck in this vicious cercle of bad memories and I cannot help it ....
Sometimes I really think that its Karma punishing me but isn't that too much ? I mean at some point everybody has the right to enjoy some happiness! for me it wasn't the case !
am I doomed ? probably yes ....




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