Vanilla

Today...

Frenchy is gone...because I am too afraid to allow him to love me or even believe him. But how can I when all we do is talk about sex.
It is better this way….that I stay away from him.

As for the arab guy…the one with a lot of money…he is telling me to meet him in birms, I am afraid because I don’t know if he is legit…what if something goes wrong, what if he tries to kill me. Yes I have trust issues.