twistedangel2012

The Wildflower
2014-07-31 22:49:17 (UTC)

My Dreams

I have been trying to gain some control of my dreams, be able to be lucid, while I am dreaming... I have read studies.

These studies show that if a dreamer is in control of what she says, does, or where she is in her dream, that you can exasperate most of your... well dreams for real.

When you wake up it is supposed to be exhilarating... Like an overdose of dopamine in the brain. Too much of this, can be dangerous.


Today I had some vivid dreams, dreams of My Cupid, dreams of My Scar... that was intoxicating... truly. In the dream, I had a drink, and it hit me very hard. Harder than it ever would. I was so intoxicated. The Scar was near bye, and I could see him laughing and having a great time with the fact that I was this drunk.

It was time to leave the party, I was standing on the porch, I was talking with a woman. This woman is familiar, but I am afraid I have waited too long since I woke, to remember who this was.

My Scar was in the drivers seat, the car was loaded. People everywhere, in fact if I were to have gotten in the car, I would have probably been sitting on the floor. I think it was a van, I can see the shadows inside the van. I could see it moving up an inch and screeching to a halt... each time I tried to get closer to the vehicle, I seen the car drive a half of a inch, and screech to a halting stop again...

This happened a few times until the car crashed... I never got in... I don't think there were any survivors, but I think I was awoken during that stage in my dreaming.

I couldn't believe the irony... I survived, because My Scar wouldn't let me in the car.

xo
Twisted Angel





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