Watasumi Kasai

Complaining about shit
2014-07-31 18:54:29 (UTC)

I don't know today either

To be completely honest, I don't feel like talking about anything. I'm in a state of mortification and my heart is breaking. I should be happy about this but I'm not. He keeps making light of my feelings and it's driven me into a corner. But I'll say this, this pain is absolutely perfect. It might leave a bit of mental scarring but that's what I have Carlita for. She'll help me with that. I don't want to fall for another person. I'm sorry my old friend that I have to make you out to be the villain but you're the closest person to my heart right now. Besides I've been waiting on you for 8yrs. What better way to end it then with a serous blow, right? Not to mention my mom has decited to have my little brother movie with her is September. I'm frustrated that she didn't call me and talk to me about. You can't just decide that on your own. I don't fucking care if he is your son he's been with my for about 3yrs now. You can't just take him from me. But whatever, I never get what I want anyway. So I'm not going to put up much of a protest. I'll ask my brother if he's okay with moving and that's it. I won't try to get him to stay. I want my house back to myself anyway. It's a guarantee that my other brother will also be leaving soon. I might've dug myself a hole finatually. I'll need to figure out what to do next. I really hope my other brother helps me get this job. Although it may be temporary, if I can save all the money I get from it I should be fine. I'm really fucking tired. Why can't I have it my easy for once. Why can I get my way. I'm getting more and more agitated with this world.




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