2014-07-30 20:07:43 (UTC)


I'm sick of this, surrounded by friends but feel like i'm alone, I cant be the person I want to be, I cant dive in head first, i'm being suffocated by my own thoughts. I want to be able to wake up and smile, instead I wake up wanting to hide from the world, not see anyone, o not hear anyone and just go un noticed. There's only so much you can take until you break, well i've broke, i'm done. No matter what I do everyone gives up on me. I reject affection and i'm clueless on how to give it but I know it's the only thing that can make me better, i'm in a war with my own mind the only way to win a war is to defeat the enemy. But who is the enemy?

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