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2014-07-24 19:05:02 (UTC)

Just the beginning

Just a tid-bit about me. I'm 24, a Capricorn and the mother of two very sweet (yet out of control) little girls ages currently 6 and 2 which will soon be 7 in sept and 3 in nov. I currently am in a relationship with a guy I care about (maybe too much) and just had our 4 year anniversary in June <3. He turned 20 early June also.

SO... Where do I start...? I am new to the idea of blogging but have been uber stressed and hope that this will help ,and create an outlet of some kind that I won't later regret. Facebook is WAY too drama oriented for my taste and don't always want the personal judgement from those I may see on a regular basis.

What has been on my mind lately..?
I work way too much and spend too little time with those I love.

My bf/husband/fiancé/babydaddy whatever title he goes by (varies by day) stays home with our girls-yes I am slightly or even majorly jealous of this..

School or rather first grade is about to start for my oldest. Little miss really needs some play dates.

Money money money...never enough regardless of my countless work hours.

Depression/anxiety...how do I know the difference??


More insight. I work two jobs one full time the other part time and I am working from the hours of 8am til 12:30am most regularly with me coming home for a couple hours in between..roughly from 130pm til 345pm when I go to the next. Soon to be working lots of OT and will be at the FT job from 3pm until 3am. Wish me luck and ship me your extra zZz's please.

My SO (my guy) has some issues we have to deal with legally before he can even try to job hunt, bc if he gets taken away I can't afford daycare And have no idea how I could be everywhere at once and still try paying the bills. This must change ASAP before I completely snap.

To be continued...must get ready for work :/

Feel free to comment with questions, insight, your own experiences or even things you would like me to elaborate on. Thanks for reading.




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