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2014-07-22 22:13:17 (UTC)

Anorexia day 8

The last week has been a blur. I'm in hospital atm due to passing out at home because of low blood sugars. Alan and Heidi are worried sick about me. I'm an expert at removing the tubes the doctor's put down my throat...so much so they've gave me a gastric tube....it hurts like hell removing it though so I don't do that too often. Being on bed rest is awful...I'm supervised 24/7 and I'm not allowed to shower or go to the toilet (I've got a bed pan) until I've gained 6 pound....I'm 3 stone, wtf is wrong with that? There's an 8 yr old on the ward who's the same weight....this makes me a failure as I'm meant that weigh less than her not the same.

I'm only allowed to sit up for 20 minutes twice a day and I'm 18 minutes into my second session....so I'm going to sign off before nurse bitch gets back to put me to sleep. (I get sedated because I refuse to sleep as I burn more calories by being awake)


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