Zubicu

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2014-07-19 21:53:09 (UTC)

Entry thirty

Hey.
I haven't updated in a while, have I?
I wonder if anyone still reads this...
Hell, it's not like it matters, I mean, it's a diary xD
If you are still reading, though, first of all, don't be disheartened; I made this thing public for a reason xD Second of all, hello, and sorry I was away for so long. I didn't have anything to write about...
OK, that's a lie. Every time I did write something, my now-ex would tell me to take it down because it would be me complaining about our relationship, and he didn't want anyone to find out. I don't know why.

Yeah, he dumped me. Since he had a crush on another girl x3 I don't really care, I was over it in a few days :/ Like, completely. I feel nothing towards him anymore.
Luckily, he probably won't read this because he's in Portugal or somewhere for two weeks. He's been bugging me to take him back and I'm just like "aw hell no" but he won't take no for an answer! He literally admitted that he doesn't understand why I won't take him back. I don't get why he just can't accept it.

Moving on.

I'm in the summer holidays now :3 So I can talk a lot more to my friends and play, but I can also work on other things. I'm gonna do a LOT of training over the holidays. I need to build up my strength so I can at LEAST hold up a gun, and I want to become really strong and fast. Next year for Sports Day, I wanna run for my form and get them a win. But there's a long way to go, so I'm gonna be training like crazy :3

I'm getting to be better friends with Aaron now. It's fun, because he's an amazing guy to talk to and we hold up conversations for ages about really random stuff xD Apparently I'm one of his best friends, which makes me happy :3 I hope I can be a good friend to him and he won't get fed up of me...I mean, I know I'm stupid, and not the fastest thinker, and so on, but...I can be a good friend if I want to...right?

Anyway, I'm going to Barracudas in two weeks :3 I can't wait because I'll be meeting the boys again xD I seriously feel like I belong with them all. More Jack and Aaron, since I don't really talk to Jeffery much anymore and, well, Dan's off in Narnia, so I don't talk to him and he's mean half the time xD But still, I can't wait to meet them all :3 Except I don't think Aaron's going, which is kind of a shame...he actually invited me to a maze thing with his parents and a few friends in four weeks time, I'd love to go, but I need details of, like, exactly which day and what time it starts/need to get picked up xD He offered to pick me up in the morning, which is kinda sweet, but I need to know what time he'd be getting me xD I'll ask him nearer the time :3

I kinda wanna hug Aaron...I mean, I hug all my friends, but only once I'm comfortable enough with them, and I'm comfortable enough with Aaron to try xD Thing is, I don't know if he'll mind or not, and I'm too shy to ask...just my luck, eh? I don't want him to react badly and get freaked out by me xD I wish I could work up the courage to ask him if he would mind...

Anyway, that's about all I got xD See ya!

~Zubicu




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