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2014-07-08 16:49:08 (UTC)

Another step

Today was another step forward in finding out what's wrong with me.But now i may have to wait another 2 weeks in agony for the results :(

This morning i woke at 4.10am,in pain.Got in the bath,and jst lay there,trying to relax.
When i got out,i took my pics for Master.Then i emailed Him and chatte good morning,and sent the pics and a brief explaination of why i was so down yesterday to Master.
i was amazed when i got an email from Him at 5.24am!
i asked why He was up so early and He said He wasn't well :(
He had a headache and hadn't slept most of the night :( Immediately my pain was pushed to te background,just wanting to cheer Him up,just needing to be with Him,to ease His pain.
We emailed a few more times,and we parted on better terms as He left to go and try to get some rest again at 6am.

i was left there,thinking about Him.About how i wished i could make Him feel better.
i sent Him a few little emails through the day.A couple of them got a response,and He seemed a bit more cheery :) He says He's got full blown Man flu...bless! :P

i spoke to pi on the phone again today.i might write about that in his diary though.It's not for discussion here really.

i emailed bae a few times too today.she was worried about her Master punishing her over a rule break.i am also worried about the deletion of feedback i did a few days ago,and Master says i will be punished for that.
It's really hard to strike the right balance when you're head strong and feisty,but i think i'm so much better than i used to be!Take yesterday...i almost wrote here 3 times,almost wrote in my private diary 4 times...lol...but i refrained! YAY me!!! i also almost emailed a couple of people about how i felt,but i didnt want to blow things up any more...so yes,i'm getting there.Bt it's sooooo hard to keep my gob shut sometimes!Lol
But in doing so,no-one else is hurt only me,and things between Master and i are good too,and they wouldn't have been if i'd gobbed off!

So i win again :D

smug soft ;)




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