spaceshxp

hopeless romantic
2014-07-05 18:14:41 (UTC)

him

nobody understands what i'm going through right now. well, almost nobody. true beliebers understand me. what i'm going through everyday. seeing all these fans meeting justin everyday, when most of them doesn't even deserve it. they are just normal fans who think he's hot and brag about how he kissed them on the cheek. or even worse, when some people claim to hate him and they believe everything the medias says, but when they meet justin, their whole opinion changes about him. they take pictures and tell him they love him just because they act like fake people. it breaks my heart to see justin getting manipulated like this and actually believing that those people like him for real. i've been there since 2009 and i haven't even seen him live because of the money or because there's not tickets left. it's just not fair. to be honest, i think the real beliebers deserve to meet him more than the fake fans who come and go everytime justin makes a mistake. people who deserve to meet him are the one who have been supporting him since the start and have been defending him and have never left him, no matter what. i'm starting to think that i am in love with justin, even if this sounds crazy. i may not have met him or see him live and how he acted, i only saw pictures and videos of him on the internet, but i feel like this person has a heart of gold and he would always be there for anybody at anytime. i just have a really good feeling about that. but, as you're probably thinking; i don't have one bit of a chance. but justin taught me to believe in myself and in my dreams and to be a changing part of his life is one of my biggest dreams. i really hope i get to meet him privately one day and to talk with him about life and ourselves for hours and get to know the real him. i love him more than anything, he's my world.




Ad: