"Trojans" by Atlas Genius
[Seems like an appropriate song for now"
Change it all but can't change what we've been
Oh, oh there are trojans in my head
Tuesday, July 1, 2014 12:37 AM
I'm so confused.
I'm happy one moment, sad the next. I'm suddenly not feeling the whole writing thing. I'm back to feeling everything. I'm back to being sad. Or am I? I don't know.
I know I need to be constantly distracted in order to function. That's not healthy. Fuck.
I'm always thinking about cutting. i reached out to Lily and she made me feel so much better, though . That was nice.
I feel under appreciated. I know what I need but I can't get it. I desperately need love and I hate myself for needing a specific kind of love. Maybe what is really happening is I'm not okay, so I make myself feel like I need something.
I don't know. I'm done.