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The Marble Hornet Entries
2014-06-22 13:23:08 (UTC)

Disappearing from society

I believe that I over exaggerate everything, but mainly I try not to because I know how it annoys people... even though I already do. Because of this and another problem I have resulted to vanishing from the social world... and there fore vanishing from existent. I would make so many people happy because I'm just not going to essentially exist. Why did this come in my mind? Well if you asked I will tell you, but I'm annoying and an idiot so this is the stupid story. I went to work and obviously worked. After work I met up with a friend. Everything was alright and then my other friend came along. This is where shit got bad. As per usual I was the one being insulted because I'm a vulnerable person. So after some time, we decided to start heading home. I panicked a bit because I couldn't find my wallet. My friend picked it up and held on to it as a joke. This isn't a funny thing. After walking for a but, I just wanted to get home. I was sick of this day. So continuing on the wslk, I was kicked till I tripped, it's the thing where you kick the person heels or something and it causes them to trip. I ran further ahead and walked alone. Once I got home, mum noticed what happened and asked me all these questions. I didn't want to answer her so I went upstairs and just waited. After about 10 minutes of me arriving home, they all are came to my door. I opened it, they gave me the wallet and left. Final word from them, "next time don't be gay". I hit rock bottom, I knew I would either get insulted for ages or they won't talk to me. I was close to hurting and i just about did. I wanted to die and if i said i would, people would insult me till i did.My only option was to just leave facebook, and so I am. I'm not worth being essentially visable in the world, I'm leaving the world and not contacting anyone except via phone. I'm just done. It has come to this and has pushed me too far so I'm done. Goodbye




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