A.

Just Trying To Survive
2014-05-30 08:45:01 (UTC)

Sad

A girl wrote this on Tumblr, and I found it beautiful.

I miss being normal.
I miss eating whatever I want whenever I want.
I miss the old me.
I miss going out.
I miss school.
I miss being able to do what I want.
I miss not thinking about calories and my weight.
I miss being fine with weighing 120lbs.
I miss being in control.

I miss being close to death.
I miss starving for 10 days straight. No water, no food, no nothing.
I miss being weak and fragile.
I miss my bones.
I miss the hungry feeling that would leave me in so much pain I could hardly sit up.
I miss being weak and dizzy.
I miss having an irregular heartbeat.
I miss weighing less than 80lbs.
I miss being in control.




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