MzChristy

Diary of a Mad Woman
2014-05-26 13:36:43 (UTC)

Kinda creeped out

2:37pm. Sitting here bored af again. Well at least the sun stayed out. Would get in the pool and float around but I don't like to do that without mom here to keep her husband from hanging around and tryna look at me in my swim suit. Idk it just sometimes seems like every time I'm in the pool or laying out he kinda hangs out within sight and sometimes even tries to stand by the pool or on the porch and chit chat. Creeps me the fuck out. Wish I could talk to my mother about it but I know she won't believe me. Mz Stand By Her Man'll prolly just tell me I'm imagining things or being silly. What really makes it worse is that I have already been molested by two of her exes, so it's even more creepier when he does that. Thinking about this shit kinda makes me want to move out, but what can I do? Leave my children again? And yes, she believed me before when I told on her exes. But I was 10 the first time I told, and 14 the other time. This time I am 39 yrs old. Do u actually think she is gonna believe me now? Doubtful. She'll only accuse me of trying to split them up and start a family drama.
Well all I can say now, at this time, is that we all have our crosses to bear, and I must bear mine for nine more yrs, so that I can be with my children.
I know she thinks he is her knight in shining armor and that he walks on water, but he is still a man, and at this point I am convinced that all men are pervs, and I do get creepy vibes when he does some of the shit that he does.




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