MzChristy

Diary of a Mad Woman
2014-05-23 13:16:38 (UTC)

Been in a mood lately

2:16pm. Yes, I know my Data's low. Like really low. But I honestly dgaf. I have got to vent somewhere dammit!
My life has been really getting to me lately.
Well whoopty doo I got to type five whole short sentences before time to go to the damn bus stop. 😣
2:27pm. At the bus stop. With three whole minutes until the stupid bus comes.
Anyways, lately I have really been a bipolar hot mess. This sucks ass. I don't understand why, in this modern day and age with all this technology, somebody can't come out with a mood stabilizer that don't make you eat everything in sight and get fat af. I would def take it if such a meds exists.
2:49pm. Ok. Shit just went from already bad, to worse. 😩
Gabriel's being even more ODD than usual, if it can be believed. He had friends over so of course he is gonna show his ass. Well today is the last time he's ever gonna have friends over cuz I am not gonna tolerate his disrespect in front of his audience of friends. Fuck. That.
Well it's not even 3:00 yet, and I have already cracked open my first beer. I cannot help it. I have to self medicate. These BRATS, they freakin drive me to drink'n.
Well, life does, to be perfectly honest.
Gotta remember to go n brush my teeth and use my mouth wash later so my mother don't smell beer on my breath. I don't usually like to drink alcohol when I am alone with kids but shit! Today, I just have to. So I can cope more easily.
I ought to tell my mother to go ahead and call those boys parents to come n get them when she gets home cuz in all truth Gabriel's ass needs to be grounded after all that. He does not deserve no company if that's the way he's gonna act to his mother! Cussing, back sassing me, and all that bullshit.
Caleb just got on the 4wheeler n took off. Not that I blame him! Wish I could go with him. I get overwhelmed too. I have a touch of aspie too myself. Where the hell u think Caleb got it from???? But I can't leave so I gotta go ahead n crack open one. Lol.
Gabriel ain't getting away with it. I love him to pieces, don't get me wrong. But, he makes me bat shit crazy sometimes!!!!! 😜




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