Kath

Inside my life
2014-04-27 07:47:47 (UTC)

Maybe i shouldn't have said it

So yeh.. Got in like a HUGE fight with my parents over some party stuff.. And i said to them that living in the house was like living in hell.

Im always the sweet little innocent girl who lives in a home full of love and happiness (most of the time) and maybe i shouldn't have said what i did cuz now my family is teared apart.. My little brother is crying bc he doesn't want me to leave, my mom is helping at me to piss of and that she will fight her battle for me to leave. and my stepdad (as always) tries to make me feel guilt and shame towards making my little brother and mom so sad.

Im currently sitting in my bed, trying to figure out whether or not to cry. I just don't have any feelings atm.

What should i do? cuz.. Maybe life isn't worth that much anymore. Maybe i should just say thanks for everything and pass away? I start question things, like when i had my depression. Is life worth living? I still don't know. And i have a feeling that i might never know until that day i I'm gone.




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