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My Diary
2014-04-21 00:54:15 (UTC)

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Nobody understands me ... I don't know why ... I just wish i had one person ... I thought I had him , I ruined me and my best friends relationship over him . I'm starting to regret it ! What a huge mistake !!!!!! I wanted him . So bad ... he's perfect for me , we understand each other , we are exactly what each other wants. We've talked about being together . Hes scared ill be with him and then change my mind . I wont . I wish i had someone one person who could understand me that i could talk to my problems about , who wouldn't judge me ... someone who understanded me for me when i didn't . I have a constant feeling in my stomach ... one that wont go away . I wish it would . I wish i could just leave everything alone . I wish i could disappear and that no one would notice . I don't wanna be rescued or saved . I want someone to love and trust me . I miss her . More and more everyday ! And him ? hes a whole othr story .




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