So I can't even get my 4 hrs of sleep now?
Up early for no reason. Work is crazy. Two guys out and I got this big project to myself. I don't ask for much really. Just some peace for a few hrs to sleep but no, dreams are still haunting me.
Fucking ex texted me. Don't want to go into details but it pretty much is her full or her imagination again and wanting to be friends. Fuck that shit! I think I said that a year ago and a year before that in my posts here. One vicious circle that I am letting happen and she no way can ever be a friend. My friends are dependable, communicate, and have my back when I need them. She has none of those. None!! Not even one!!!
The only reason why I'm letting it happen is because of the kids. I know that I'm the only one that teaches them wrong from right, take them out to see the world, help them with their education, and everything else a parent suppose to do. I have the means to support them. I did my taxes not too long ago and I made around 95K last year. Not rich but I don't go hungry.
Why do I do this? It's only for the kiddos. Not sure about a lot of things anymore but I do know that the kiddos are better off with me then with her. That I'm sure of. I'm sure I posted previously and the only thing they'll be doing now is going for take out and grabbing DVDs from red box. I can't worry about that though. I know I have to do for me for now since I work up and I'm still around.
That's all I got for now. Woke up still tired.
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