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2014-04-08 09:34:39 (UTC)

The love bug rant

Ya, am in love... hopelessly.. idiotically..unthinkably..
and that too this isn't new..... this is atleast 2 years plus i have been in love with this guy....

and earlier i would talk to him once in a few days or meet him once in months and even though i was love sick back then too, it wasnt this bad....

NOW HE LIVES AT MY PLACE.... he is my mom's old school student and having moved to the same city as us he now stays at our place...so whenever i am home from college hostel (which is a lot).. i meet him everyday, talk to him everyday... and literally spend weekends with him (along with other family member too)....

i am getting more and more crazy about him, to the point that my playlist only consists of romantic songs..to the limit that i actually day dream A LOT about him... to the extent that I do ANYTHING to make him happy even if it upsets me..

Eg: He has this habit of having fun in which he puts the blame for everything on me...... so, let's say he comes from work...i will ask him if he wants tea (btw, i never used to do that for anyone but him)... he will say NO... then 15 minutes later he says, "itna bhi kya naraaz ho ki chai nahi pilaogi.. matlab kya ho gaya aisa".. and then he will NOT hear what I say... just NOT hear...

he does this a lot.. and even though i get frustated at times, i wouldnt want it to stop......

I KNOW I AM CRAZY AND I MAY NEED TO STOP BUT I CAN'T... HELP!


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