alexxx54321

whatevs
2014-04-06 11:49:13 (UTC)

hmmmmm

So i basically have 2 besties, Aida and Laura. Aida and Laura got here like in 6th grade, they are my best friends. And then theres natte (nakki) we have a ton of history, at some point we were besties and at some point we were enemies. But we sit with each other every day at lunch. Its usually me, natte, aida and laura at lunch. oh and sometimes gohar joins us (aka gogo). we dont like her shes very annoying. She doesnt do anything she just takes up space... Its kinda mean but shes way annoying just her presence make me want to hit something.

Anyway... Aida. Shes awesome but shes been very distant lately and im pretty sure its cuz of lucas. Lucas is her boyfriend, theyve been together for like 4 months. And Andreas (andy- my nickname for him) is lucas' best friend. Aida spends almost all her time with lucas which has driven me and laura closer because she can never hang out because of lucas. And dont get me wrong, lucas is an awesome guy. I am even jealous of aida. I want a boyfriend... Especially one that speaks english. And i will admit that it annoys me how aida is a native finnish speaker and still went for the limited amount of english speaking boys. I hate finnish, I feel so stupid speaking it (ps i am an ok finnish speaker). ANYWAY. Aidas like totally in love with him, and hes all she thinks about. Their relationship is kinda secret i guess... Like me, laura, natte and andy and tate r really the only ones that know. Me and laura were the first to know tho. And yeah. Anyway Aida said that she texts andy now. Which hurts me, because aida doesnt know that im crushing on him, laura does... Because i dont wanna tell her bc i know that she will tell lucas, some part of me says that she wont cause shes my bestie... But her words always ring in my head... " When you get a boyfriend youll understand ". What if her keeping this secret is something i wouldnt understand. But im pretty sure shed tell lucas. Who would then say i knew it. Hes been asking me all along. Ive always said no, because i thought i was telling the truth. But ive noticed now that i was lying to myself. ANYWAY, aida texts him now! It hurts me, i wanna be the one that texts him. Aida says they r friends, but im pretty sure andys gonna start having a crush on her. He is gonna have the crush, but hes gonna deny it because lucas is his best friend. God i wanna tell aida to just back off, she already has lucas. Why does she need andy!?




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