ThatGirl

SoYoung_SoSad
2014-03-31 11:37:54 (UTC)

Day Dreaming

sometimes I cant even feel myself staring in to space anymore, it just happens. I think of the little girl I used to be, the one who smiled, laughed and played without a care, the one who loved everyone, and herself, the one who didn't care who like her. Now when I look in the mirror I see a girl, she smiles but she's really not there, who laughs but doesn't care, and cries when everyone is asleep. Its like now I want everyone to like me, I cant just go out the house in my p.js anymore. I miss the little girl I used to be, I hate who I've become, I'm disappointed in my teenage stuff. I had such big dreams when I was younger, I always thought I would become a cheerleader, go to all the football games and still have all my friends I grew up with, good grades but now its like the complete opposite, I sit at home everyday on my laptop, I'm homeschooled therefore no footballs games, and I despise my old friends besides a few and my grades are passing. sometimes I like to daydream what my life could have been if I followed my dreams and goals I had, I wish I could go back and make them come true and be proud of myself.




Ad: