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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2014-03-27 05:48:39 (UTC)

Restless night

Last night i was sooo restless! i'm supposed to be seeing Master for the first time in 17 days.i feel very nervous today...not sure why.Maybe its the checklist thing?Thats been going through my head.Or the fact that He's bringing the crop? i'm not sure if i'm in trouble? Dont get me wrong...i love the crop,but it *does* hurt...and there is a definite distinction between when its used for my Master's pleasure,or as a punishment.Not in the severity of it,but in the thoughts and feelings running through my head at the time...if that makes sense?

Another reason for my restlessness is not hearing from d all day yesterday,although when i got up this morning,there was an email from her,and she'd left feedback on my diary aswell.Apparently,there had been a mix up with emails or something.
i sent her a few emails yesterday though,so not sure whats happened there!
i sent her my most precious photo of my Master...His instruction...as she hadnt asked for a picture.she didnt say anything about it though.And she said Master and her had had a *misunderstanding* which they had worked through :(
Don't like the sound of that!

Todays meeting should be interesting...




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