black rose

my story
2014-03-21 18:06:08 (UTC)

pissed off!!!


I am so pissed . Some people think my life revolves around them. Life has turned upside down. The people I thought would stand next to me are now showing their back to me. Right now I even I don't know at whom I am pissed on me or at them. I am dependent on them too much and now I am feeling like handicapped. For my every problm I look for help. I don,t ever put any effort when its come to solving them. Now I don't know whom should I be pissed at.

Today I had to send some document to a institute but then I saw it wanted AIPMT's confirmation page which was unfortunatly with my teacher. I asked my teacher to scan and mail it to me but he did'nt.I waited whole day kept on checking my account no new mail. what on the earth he was doing so important that he could'nt send me one mail.It was important. My documents can be rejected.Why would he understand afterall he was not in my shoes.He could've called to inform that he won't be able to send . I would've gone myslf there.

Now my laptop acted as kerosene to the fire. It has virus and it is not reading cd or dvd. I've asked my friend to come and tke a look at it. He keeps saying ok I ll come and take a look but it has 3 days. I am so done with him. Tommorow I'll find someone professional to do it.I almost had a argument with him an hour ago.

Intead of depending on myslf I am depending on others for my every problm. I should'nt have given my teacher the confirmation page in the first place and why in this world I depended on my father to post those document when I could've done myself.

So today I did learnd one lesson . I have to stop on depending others to solve my problms. I have to tke responsibility of things. I hve to take responsibilty of my life.

good night




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