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2014-03-10 06:31:58 (UTC)

Quitting smoking

I have quit smoking countless times, but have always found my way back to them no matter how long it had been. With it being no good excuse a lot that took me back was stress in my married life. My sister started with an e cig and found smoking an the e cig didn't compare, but found that in time e cigs took the place of her cigarettes,and was healthier and left cleaner air to breathe. With her as an inspiration I followed in her foot steps, and started on December 23rd, 2013. I think my first day was the toughest. I had the starter e cig constantly battling with problems with it, but had the determination to see it through this time. I have went from 24 mg now down to 12, and trying to work my way to no nicotine at all. Smoking with the hormone they have me on is out of the question, but found my kids are happier now that I don't smoke, and that is rewarding in itself.
Then I had to move to my moms when my husband and I split, and her and my sister smoke in the house. I find it very discouraging at times when I leave the house, and smell of smoke, or see my mom blow it right in the direction of my girls.. I am having to find the hope somehow that I won't be down like this forever. That once I am healed I can start making the necessary changes to pick up some of the pieces of my life, and show my kids there is hope also and to never give up!


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