Cryingsilently

Trust No One
2014-03-10 06:11:32 (UTC)

Life

I don't get to get on here as often as I would like too. So much has been happening in my life and fast I feel like I am having a hard time keeping up. Chris and I have been separated since January 28 of this year. It's already going on two months and I can't even wrap my mind around where to go with our situation. We started Marital counseling, and been to two sessions now. I kinda set us back because I just don't feel like I can fully talk and tell the truth in front of him.. He sees things the way that he sees them, and I have the truth, and we butt heads a lot.. I am just putting it all out there, and if it crashes then there aren't many changes that come from it at this point. If we rebuild then there is a lot to gain. In the middle of all this turmoil with him, and CPS being called I had to start seeing a obgyn.. Within 3weeks I have had to have a total hysterectomy, and currently 2weeks into the recovery. My first week I had more help than I needed but first signs that I could get up and around all that faded out, and I feel like ever since I have been over doing it.. Don't get me wrong I am ready to be back on my feet, but in the same since I want to heal right I have been through so much already with a lot I am still facing aside from all of this..I want so much for my life to be back on track, but right now it just doesn't seem within my grasp at all, and I feel helpless!


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