Buzzing but contrained by finances
Went to watch film yesterday. After the film I decided to talk about the whole thing again with a friend. Speaking about the whole issue got me upset when I got home.
After that a friend of mine from txted me and told me I was a great man. That just set me of. In the last 2 years I have been called everything but great.
I feel so much pain because I am painted in a light that is not remotely close to who I am and what is inside me. I just don’t know how I ended up like this. Every time I get a glimpse of what a good relationship should be like I wonder why I endured mine for a very long time. The good news are the children. They are so special so I can never regret the marriage.
Seeing what is happening to my friend whose husband cheated on her still makes me feel so down but also makes me realise how much it means to the other person especially a woman. It can be devastating.
I am buzzing with ideas for my business. There is so much to do and I am going about doing it although I am constraint by finances but will not stop pushing myself