Thinking about it
One of my best friends who supported me through think and thin is devastated. Her husband cheated on her and the psycho he slept with has been calling my friend and texting her giving her all the illicit details. Seeing my friend so devastated got me thinking.
May be my wife is right. May be she is so devastated by my actions she cannot see herself continuing with the relationship. Although I don’t agree with her subsequent actions of trying to inflict pain on me and destroy me. For me that is the sad part.
I am seriously thinking of just agreeing to her terms of divorce and just moving on…but when I think of her wickedness and things she has since done. I regain my focus and look to take care of myself.