MissFlowr_MTL

NewLifeinMTL
2014-03-02 01:55:50 (UTC)

so recent developments in my relationship.

so, things have been weird all week. my boyfriend has been very depressed all week and hasnt talked to me much and things got really bad on thursday when at the end of our phone call when it was time for the i love you's it was like he didnt want to tell me that he loves me. and friday we barely talked and we didnt exchange i love you's and saturday i told him in the morning that i dont know whats going on but i do know that my insecurities and weird questions aren't helping so for your sake i am going to leave u alone until u figure things out. i dont want to cause u more stress and i hope to hear from you when u figure things out. i didnt hear from him all day. until just before midnight i checked my phone and had a couple missed texts and calls and i texted him and he called me and he told me that he has been thinking about "us" and wondering if it really is whats best. he said that he has been very depressed and that there have been people in his life urging him to leave me because i'm dragging him down. and he said "honestly,look at our relationship where are we going with it?" and he said that he feels like so much of me and what i do is focused on him and whats best for him and that he does love me so much and that he doesnt want to leave me but he said that if it does happen its most likely only temporary and that its not some sort of flaw with me but that he just needs time to figure out whats best for him. and he urges me to do the same and he went on to explain also that he feels is a bit unfair in the relationship that he can't even look at another woman without me getting all accusative and yet i'm always hanging out with guy friends but that goes back to how my mother raised me and i have been working on that and its a very hard thing to do when i still have my mother trying to whisper shit in my ear. and he said that i need to b thinking whats best for me right now. but that we r still together but that he wanted to let me know what has been on his mind all week and has refused to tell me. but we r still together and he said that he does love me and that those feelings will never change but that we may need to take some time to figure things out.




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