Lost Soul

~This Crazy Life Of Mine~
2014-02-18 00:12:34 (UTC)

muhhh :-

I haven't wrote in awhile.... But it's been nutty. And I hate Valentines Day now. I know it's just a silly day but I got the boyfriend something and he didn't even bother to say thanks. I was sooooo upset...

We're getting married. Next year as a matter of fact. I was super excited at first but now I'm not so sure. He don't seem like he wants too. I'll ask him a question and the only reply I get is. "I don't know. Haven't really thought about it." Braking my fucking heart. Hadn't thought about it!!?? Really. July 11, 2015 is coming soon. And I'm planning this all by myself. Makes me mad cuz he don't say anything. And on top of all this we are trying to have a baby. So I'm overwhelming myself... Trying to do to much at once... I need help... But nobody seems to give a crap... Lord help me....

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