Gertrude13

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2014-01-31 05:39:55 (UTC)

Past Midnight

One step forward ten steps back... Im annoyed at myself, annoyed at this process. The reward better be tremendous because this is hard. I have never thought about quitting as much as I have this. Im trying to stay focused but its a bit hazy from time to time...sometimes it hurts more than other days but it hurts all the time. Every thought, every action, every uttered word, they are all followed by pain. I want it to go away. Im not sure what path to take because every trail I begin has more negative than positive. Not so happy thursday or month. Stormy weather lately. I cant handle it. I want to fast-forward some time. Its hard and Im weak. Weaker than I thought.




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