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2014-01-31 01:37:52 (UTC)

Change will come

A lot has happened since I last wrote here. Just after Christmas the guy I'm seeing said he didn't want it anymore because I was too hung up on wanting a relationship and he still isn't over his ex completely, and this lasted about a week before we started seeing each other again.
I guess my feelings for him are much stronger than his feelings for me but I'm not that sad about it. He doesn't know how much I care for him, I love him.
It's frustrating because I know if we had met at some other point in our life's we would be something amazing, I feel like he could love me back if he wanted too. That's what I like to believe anyway, it makes me feel better.
I'm probably setting myself up for heartbreak but I can't let him go, he's the best thing that's happened to me in a while.

I hope to god he never reads this.
And if you are reading this I'm not a weirdo I promise, you've just had a huge impact on me.