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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2014-01-26 19:03:22 (UTC)

22.1.14...Humiliation works...aftershock

i forgot to say...my Master had me read out the message i got from T...and also send it to Him.i later got another one from T...again,a bit graphic...and i sent Master that one aswell.Master told me to tell him we could be friends,but if he insisted on sending me such emails,i was to cut him loose.i did this while at work that day.

When i got home from work,i raced straight upstairs to put my things away,and disopse of the wipes,etc.i took my tag from my collar...i also use it as a talisman,to carry with me when i feel scared,lonely,etc.i felt like i might need it at work for my next shift.
As i was getting sorted,i managed to lose my tag!i searched everywhere...5 times over!i eventually had to give up,and went to work without it,feeling very scared my hubby may come across it while i was out!
i informed my Master...and He tried to calm me...but i was frantic.Even my workmates noticed i looked a bit off it...and i considered saying i felt ill to go home and search...but i didnt.
i got home later,and searched again.At least hubby hadnt found it.If he had,he would have questioned it immediately.
i re-traced my steps of earlier.The only place i hadnt looked was the swing bin in the kitchen.It was only quarter full,so i skimmed around the bottom of it.
There it was!!! i've never been more happy and relieved in my life! :)
i told Master straight away,and tucked my tag in my jeans pocket...i've had it with me for the last 4 days now...and i've never felt closer to my Master than i do today :)
i finished the lines on Thursday,and my Master was pleased i decided to do them myself.i sent Him an email with the full 6 pages of 100 lines...actually...200...as they covered 2 lines each one.
Thankyou for taking me another baby step Master...i have learned a lot this week :)




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