Yuuki

Snow
2014-01-16 04:48:21 (UTC)

Exams :'( (nearly done)

Dear Snow,
It has been a while since I last wrote to you and again there has been a lot that has happened, a week ago our 1st semester exams started *tear* :'( it has been a really long week for me... much stress and all xD. Although I haven't really studied properly but I will study for my Physics exam cause it's the more important one in all my modules for the sem. Also I know I should be studying and shii but all I have been doing the past week was play League :P lool (it's so obvious that I am going to fail most of my subjects but Fuck it I can get a repeat on august) The reason why I haven't been studying is because my league family just adds me to their call randomly in Skype and I (like an idiot) answers the call and gets jealous at them playing, then they tempt me into playing :/ this how most of my nights have been :/ stupidity isn't it xD.........
Well I have nothing else to talk about and about the relationship between me and THAT guy its kinda.... I dunno anymore.... He leaves me hanging for far to long and fuck this shii I know you know and I know you don't pay attention to this anymore but you know what I think it's better if you ignored me... I'll be sad but It's real... not fake and I also know that you only like me as a friend I can live with that now I can be your friend I'll even cheer for you when you get a new Girlfriend just tell me shii and I will leave you alone as in I won't be as close to you as I am now...... I like you but I'd rather see you happy with me beside you as a friend than not be your friend at all.... hope you will understand and give your message straight to me, be blunt for all I care :/ (fuck this shii is depressing xD)
Well then Snow I will write to you again soon, I do not know when but soon ;)...

おやすみなさい (^^)
YUUKI ^^ <3




Ad: