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i wokeup early....

Its 8.30am n i guess from last 6 months i don't remember wakingup so early yeh it is so early for coz i'm late bloomer be it wakingup or other things in my life blooms late.
When i getup early many thoughts hovers my mind obvio about my life, my future, job how my life will be what should i do to make it stable n bla bla... supa osum advantage of being jobless is sleep till late, Can sleep late do whateva ur fucking mind says to do but with unhappy heart.. Todya i have telephonic interview for some BDE profile :/ m not interested to be frank.
Well as i have gotten up so i'll make breakfast thats poha n tea then i'll start studing then lunch n the might be ill take a nap what else do i have to do i can't even watch TV. half of my life is miserable coz of dad i can't feel at home even being at my home :/ i hate him for this n many other things. i just spend my whole day in small box like bedroom huh.....
life is sooo fucking boring mannnn... This fucking drums sound is fucking my brain. they are practicing drums n legim for republic day ergggg i feel like drumming their headsoff....
have a gud day peeps....