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2014-01-08 01:59:05 (UTC)

Still wondering if I was used...

I'm worried. I'm talking to his friend right now and I think he really might have used me. Why would you take a person that you know is so insecure and just toy with their emotions? It's not fair! You can't just play with me! I'm a person too! And you took did things with me, pressured me into them, that I will never be able to erase from my memories! Why would you do that? Knowing how I am, why would you imprint yourself into my crashing down world? Now I'm uncomfortable and I don't know what to do. I still cry myself to sleep about other things and now you are in those painful thoughts I have before I go to sleep. How am I supposed to be in the same room as you tomorrow? You probably won't even talk to me! I hate it! I hate myself too for believing you! You knew I was uncomfortable, but I was just a one night thing wasn't I? You just wanted a girl to fixate on for awhile, didn't you? Why am I so stupid?! I'm an idiot. I freaking idiot. I hate being me.