MissEnlightenment

Bipolar Mama
2014-01-06 22:17:21 (UTC)

Self-image

Am I the only girl in the world that can't seem to be around other girls without constantly comparing and fixating?

I'm sure I'm not, it's so toxic.

I can have absolutely no issue with myself and once I see someone who may have something more desirable than myself I'm suddenly worthless.

What does it even mean to be better than someone? We all crave social equality but we all have standards and preferences socially. I feel like the two can't really go together. Is it the media? Can we honestly ever just chose not to be so competitive with one another? Why is it that we always need to feel superior to someone else? Or do we? Does someone out there have the secret to untraing everything we've ever believed about social standings and just living and breathing true confidence? If they do, I seriously wanna hear it.

It's so weird how we can believe one thing and practice another without even thinking about it. I've been diagnosed with Obsessive Compulsive Disorder in the past so I know I have some tenancies but where's the fix?




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