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Its new year not a new life....

Today's day was very boring. I read 10 Chapters yeh 10... O_O bcoz of yest timepass i couldn't study so had to complete yest target of study pheww....
Actually, i wanted to write so much but, for now m blank. yaa.. remember i wanted to write that now i'm now in serious search for job. i have given myself deadline till feb, any how i have to get a job i need money n most imp social life :( hopefully, ill m very confident. but, you know what??? i'll be never happy doing job, i mean working in office under someone no no noooo...m not ego n all coz my interest is in acting i want to act in front of camera that's what makes me happy... i try so much but, donno why im not getting chance. to my all problem getting chance in serial is the only one solution. coz then ill be earning smart i can buy house, n i can do everything i wanted to do... Big things are not easy to come... n for me even small things are hard, i feel everything is impossible for me now. i get upset but, u knw what ill show my ass to problems n will soon make happy happy life :) :D
god bless me...:) mom love u..sis miss u too...
hoping for good..feeling determined yuhoooooooo...