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2014-01-03 19:20:52 (UTC)

My feelings.....

I am overwelmed with work, a lil disappointed in myself, hurts me my daughter sick and not bonding to well with me, Damien and I are at a really bad place, im not handling business and bills as i should, i am misplacing things alot and my mom and I just keep getting into daily. I am tired of my back hurting, keeping peeing and my these horrible migranes. I am so disorganize and not thinking straight. I know I am suppose to pray and figure this out. I need to hear God but with everything going on its been impossible besides. I dont even know how to. There is the Book entitled One Minuete Bible for Starters its a 90 day journey. I am truly excited about learning and reading it and hoping I can get some clarity and knowlegable about God. I am lil depressed and lazy. I really dont want to lie but I got to try and leave work early. I just want to go home in bed. Part of me wants to talk to Damien and make up but I really lost a lot of trust in him. I dont want to be alone but I rather deal with that then the pain of being disrespected and lied to. This is something I wont be able to get thru until I hear from God. Situation is bad and out of control. Mommy, co-worker and friends cant help me with this or I will be back at square one. I just need Peace. I am hoping and praying that this weekend is full of Peace and and productivity especially in my house hold. We shall see. Till Next time BJM




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