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fiya rajput
2014-01-01 12:15:56 (UTC)

2013.... was so dramatic...was..

2013.... was so dramatic...was so dynamic... i wont say that it was bad...but have seen worst days of my life in this year... had the greatest unwilling experience of my life... sudden changes occurred as mutations...
had alots of fights, argues, clarifications, misunderstandings, cried alot... depression, nightmares, tears, broken dreams, broken trust, broken heart, lost myself...
have changed alot
had best time too...
got good gpa
got strength... to avoid, to live alone, to bear, to SMILE with the broken heart....
got strength to control my tears and learn to say I AM FINE while im not.
have changed alot... im not that Sofia what i used to be before this.. i was satisfied and happy girl...
i had stopped to blame my fate for anything but this year propelled me to blame my fate again.... :(

did a silly thing too... :P took medicine early in the morning... not for the sake of suicide but just wanted to reach hospital... didn reach the hospital but got sick for three days, headache, sleepiness, blah blah...
im very okay now.
and want this new year to be the better than the previous.... want to be happy...
indeed i want to be happy.




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