MissFlowr_MTL

NewLifeinMTL
2013-12-22 20:03:00 (UTC)

wasted time.

so, its been a long time since i've written. everything turned out fine with the situation in my last entry. were doing better than ever. but last time i went and stayed with him looking for work (Dec. 2 - Dec. 8th)me and my boyfriend were being our goofy selves rough-housing and i bumped my head on the wall. at first i was fine but after a day or two i was showing signs of a concussion so i stayed a couple days longer than i planned cuz i didnt want to go on public transit in that kind of shape in the middle of the night between friday and saturday i got post concussive syndrome and ended up in the ER got a head CT scan and they put on all kinds of meds a nausea medication and vertigo medication and anti anxiety meds so i dont care about the pain. and i went back to my boyfriends apartment where i slept most of the day saturday and then they brought me home on sunday and since i've come home i've been confined to my couch i found out at some point that i get motion sick in moving vehicles. i get in a car and start to feeel dizzy and get a headache then i feel fine once i get home but then i am awakened in the middle of the night needing to rush to the bathroom to puke. and it only happend on nights after i've ridden in a car. i'm 2 1/2 weeks into this consussion and so ready for it to be gone. i wish it would just go away already. its gotten in the way of being able to see my boyfriend. we couldnt see each other this weekend cuz he had to work long hours and i didnt want to spend all night puking after riding public transit to his place. but luckily i will get to see him next weekend hopefully he can stay through the new year. i need to see him soon. . . . i miss him so much. . . the whole reason i've been going down to my boyfriends place is cuz i'm looking for work down there and when i find work i'll move in with them. until me and my boyfriend can afford a place of our own. but throughout this concussion i've lost a job prospect that i was really hopeful for.




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