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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2013-12-20 00:36:29 (UTC)

Our Christmas...Day Four...3

As i lie in stupor, my Master kisses and talks to me. He's telling me more about phil. he has a Domme called Julie. he knows what it feels like to be submissive. That means fuck all to me, to be honest!
i know what it feels like to be submissive... it's bloody hard!
He plays more with me, i think He times everything just right! He's so good at His job! He has me where i need to be, exactly when He want's me there.

i hear the door open, and footsteps... louder than before. i hear them more clearly today. i hear him sit down, on the chair near the bed?
i'm so glad of my blindfold! It's my saviour at times like these.
i think i get a bit nervous, as my Master shushes me. "It's ok my pet, you're safe... it's always me, see?".
He runs His hands up and down me. The now familiar feeling i love so much :) His touch goes through me, deep inside, where i've never been touched before. It's so hard to explain... but think of butter, melting onto hot toast... (He's the butter, i'm the hot toast). He melts into me, like we become one. It's the most incredible feeling!

i forget about phil... he doesn't exist right now. It's just me and my Master. i didn't feel like this yesterday. i was scared. Today, i feel more connected somehow.
i lay there, and feel everything. my Masters hands, tracing up and down my body... then our visitors...
i should really call him phil... but i don't feel connected to him like that.
Although i know it's not my Master touching me, i find my place, and i feel my Master. He's there with me, all the way. i started out reciting my mantra, but to be honest, i didn't do it to the end! i got lost halfway... "i will obey His instruction without question ,i will never question His judgement".
i know how to get there now, and i feel safe :) my Master kisses me when i feel i let go a little. He brings me back to where i need to be. He's great at judging me.
"Actually, my pet, you've made such a mess of your knickers! perhaps you should take them off?" And with that, they slide down my legs, and off.
i feel phil's fingers tracing along my body, just like my Masters, although i can tell which is which. They try to trick me, i think, by leaving off where the other starts, but it's not only that... i know how He feels now :) i know His touch like no other.
It feels like raindrops on my skin when phil touches me. Like gentle taps, someone tapping their fingers on a desk, waiting for some important message to come through.
Sounds really weird that... even to me! :P
But before long, he's playing around my cunt, my Master's cunt, and that's a totally different ballgame!
i don't want to share that with anyone else. i'm thinking, why would He want to do that with me, if i mean so much to Him? i think of His email of yesterday, His words are visible through the darkness of my blindfold... how much He loves me, How He never felt like He does about me with any other submissive. It was really hard at that point, and i tried to push phil away. my Master stopped me, and i think He must have told phil to calm it a little, as things went very subdued. He spoke to me again, re-asserting His confidence in me. His love of me, and His protection of me. Fingers traced again... all over me. It was like there were so many hands there, and i didn't know who was who anymore.
But when phil put his finger on my clit, rubbing and circling, i knew it was him. i also knew my Master was there, holding me, keeping me safe. i knew i could trust Him, and i wanted to give Him this.
The sensations grew stronger, i was fighting one way, then the other. But in the end i had to give in. "Surrender", my Master said, and i did... i came for my Master, not for phil, not for me, not for anyone but Him. And i even amazed myself by saying His name, and thanking Him after!
The play went on... and phil actually put his finger/fingers in me!
my Master had me come to the edge of the bed where He knelt, and suck His cock, as phil played. i was so excited by this to be honest. my Master's obvious pleasure was all i needed to stay there, and beg for my second orgasm with our visitor.
Afterwards, i was so exhausted again. phil continued to play, but Master knew i'd had enough.
"i think she's had enough now". And immediately, phil stopped, slowly withdrawing his fingers.
i guess he went and sat back in the chair. i heard the camera clicking, as i lay on my stomach on the bed. i heard Him move around the room, obviously getting pics from different angles. my Master knelt on the floor, next to the bed, stroked my hair, telling me i was His good girl, He was proud of me. Kissing me all over, until i came back down to earth a bit more.
i was totally spaced out! Like i'd been drugged or something!
As i lay there, my Master asked if i'd like to meet phil? i whispered a no, before pulling my blindfold closer to me. "Ok, my pet, maybe another day". He pulled my blindfold up off my eyes. i was scared. i didn't want to see phil. my Master made sure He covered my sight with His face. "I love you my, pet. you were fantastic. I'm so very proud of you."
i shed a tear or two at that. Who wouldn't?
"It's hard being a submissive, isn't it?", He asked.
"It's hard being *Yours*", i replied. He laughed,and relayed it to phil, who also laughed.
i heard phil's voice a few times today. he sounded a nice guy. But i just wasn't ready to meet him. It was a bit too much. Lol. i mean, the guy had just fingered me, and i never clapped eyes on him!

my Master got up from me. i was ok. He said, "Let me show phil what i got for Christmas". i heard the cane being took up, and phils comment, "very nice!", and a little laugh. i was guessing he saw the tag saying, "please be gentle with me".

"Yes, it hasn't had a proper outing yet. I was kinda hoping she'd be bad today, but she was very good! Roll over, my pet". And He tilted me to the wall, with my bottom showing to phil. A few taps with the cane was nice :) He didn't do it hard, but He said it would make very nice marks. He also said how i should have got one with a rounded end. He had asked me if i wanted it leaving as it was, or for Him to round it off. i was like... "what difference does it make?" Then realisation dawned, and embarrassment followed. So they had a laugh at my expense.

Master asked if i wanted to meet phil one more time. i said no, so He went to let Him out. They stood at the door talking a while, before he went. And i heard Master say, "Ok, I'll be in touch". i felt like i should say thankyou or something! Lol. What a weird situation!

i didn't think much of it then, but now i am...




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