badkidd

Lonely boy..
2013-12-14 19:28:00 (UTC)

omg.. on weeds...!

i think its d frst time im writing on this diary AFTER A LOOONG BREAK...
okay without tellng the reasons now.. let me write it since its just a slf-note to me,...

i went to roshan's room at 11.30 pm and on the way in the fsrt bench of kv main gate, i found 2 guys smoking it from the nose...
went to them and asked them, "hey r u guys taking weeds.. " they said, "yes"
i asked them for arranging some material but they said to me, "sorry it was our tail piece .. but take it" eenthough i refused in the end since it wasnt good for the bday party i attend.. but cudnt refuse the second request from one dude.. i toook 1 puf n gave it back but within a second they gave it to me back.. i took th elast 2 more puffs very hard, kept it max time iside .. and walked away.. by the way i took their mob numbers too so that they said they cud arrane some material for me too next week.... dnt know if i will go for it or not... now i think both the ways..
one more dude joined them nand thy too left with him. i think actually they were waiting for him... he was tall, lean and with curly and somewhat long hairs... asali ek gaanja boy...

so i went straight to roshans house and even on the way too i didnt forget to breath less.. i think my idea was to make evryone surprised by finding me out gihg on weeeds from smell... but not on behaviour..!
wen i entered 4 -5 guys gave me hand shakes and total 8 or nine people were there from their batch.. only 2 veggies including ashutosh, the bday boy...

i ahd to waitht here for some time to start the cake cutting and suddenly i felt much much high on weeds and felt its fucking hot... i went to pee a well as wet my hands, hair and face.. and spent some time under roshan's fan and came back to another room..
after cake cutting they all went into roshans room and spent some time pulling legs..
me and one veggie guy, ashutosh and another short guy who s non veggie btu non drinks person.. they were alone in the hall with me and d at veggie is playing songs on you tube..

i told to roshan that im high and stuff, he asked me clearly many times "what you took? gaanja?" yeah at frst the qstion was "what you went to some where?" i knew waht he ment and nodded know.. anyways i dnt think i would get this much intensity of tension if it was the case.. well then he repeated the same...
btw i asked him if i smell of gnja ? but hre said "no.."
and yes he didnt show any fake/true sympothy too to me so i think i was cool there or he really dnt have any issues ivenif im a little high... i liked that thing.. further he was asking me abt the quality of food he cooked,..
yes i think evryone likes to be appreciated...

okay anyways afetr one shot of wine and this long cooling time for them.. we all had a beer each and chicken pieces...

after one glass of beer [ all others r taking from bottle itself but roshan helped me with opening my bottle and pouring some beer for me on the wine gass.. after i took it i was showing some what high actions with eye on roshan... he told me /: if you are not feeling
well, better you go".. yes it was a cure for me and i ot out..
omg, i dnt knw how i reached home back.. i think it was due to the pattern of habbit on my mind..anyways im on bed now meanwhile i cud open the door and enter and change and wash face and drink some water too...

yes im high on weeds but..


yes its d first time after coming to mumbai im scribbling here.. meanwhile many things happened.. i got screwed totaaly and i left indore and in mumbai i had some better first few days.. but then from last august 13th.., things went out of me..
kiks has stopped talking to me or esponding to me...
i really dnt knw what made her to ignore me like an invisible men..

yeas may be she is right.. or she too felt pain.. or she too cares too much... or she might be a self-centered girl. .. i really dnt knw.. God..

i think i should sleep now or watch some stuff.. bye my diary.. dnt knw wen we will talk next..




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