Watasumi Kasai

Complaining about shit
2013-12-13 23:14:37 (UTC)

Slow

Trying to move on isn't so bad this time around. Yeah I'm feeling some type of way about this but it's more of a mellow feeling but I still have this feeling that I'm the one who's losing. I thought that maybe this time I'd be able to enjoy myself. I was so wrong. I'm such a fool always getting ahead of myself. I'm so exhausted, I just want to go to sleep. I'm really starting to dislike men. As I'm typing this I'm calm and I dont exactly feel anything. I can only think about what I've done wrong to ruin it this time. Telling him my feelings first, I really feel like I shouldn't have done that. Talking to him just got to the point that it feels like he's only talking to me out of obligation. So he doesn't hurt my feelings. He said he liked me but I'm sure that was a lie.


Fuck.




Ad: