ACDancer2014

My Eyes, Heart, & Soul
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2013-12-07 01:58:12 (UTC)

I Just Want To Be Myself

Dear Diary,

Why does it feel like I have to hide everything about myself? I'm so scared of everyone and what they think of me. I keep on telling myself that I don't want to be that way...but I just want to be loved.
I feel like if I don't try to be the girl that everyone else wants me to be, they won't even care about my existence. It hurts so much because people are always telling me to be myself and they give me that little inkling of hope that I can be me with them...but they all just end up leaving.
I'm tired of putting my trust in everyone when all they ever do is betray me. Everyone freaking leaves me. They tell me that I am such an amazing girl but then they just ditch me like a toy that they've gotten tired of playing with.
Why me?
Why do I have to be the one that no one wants to stick with? What's wrong with me? Why can't I just be me?!
All I want is to be the fun loving girl that I am. The one that thinks way to much, is a romantic, and loves dancing. It's just frustrating because no one respects the person I am.
Should I change?
Or should I still try to be me and lose everyone...?


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