Nerdgirl1985

The truths and lies I live
2013-12-03 11:56:30 (UTC)

nightmares

So the whole Garrus and M thing has had me in a weird place emotionally. I haven't done any homework in 3 weeks I am so far behind. Everytime I try to do homework I quickly find a way out. We need the money that going to school provides us. So now im so so far behind in both classes and have to catch up. I had a nightmare last night that my teacher said if I didn't turn it all in now I would be failed. She has already told me I can make it up before the end of the class (20 days)But now I still feel like im sinking. So I have sworn off games and fun time this week until I catch this bitch up :D I can do this! Went on a date last night to my favorite restaurant! Food = my heart! Hah and that is part of the reason I need to drop so many pounds :) Not only do I love food I also enjoy eating my feelings. Things are better with Garrus, which I need. I am putting a lot of effort into making things smoother with M as well. Paying extra attention to what he wants from me and trying to give it. Date night was a success, we laughed and had an awesome kid free time. Today I am headed to Lyn's house, which will be a nice way to spend some time! The kids can play and while shes busy I will be fitting in pieces of homework. Progress though, most definitely my heart is feeling more and more whole everyday :)




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