Woke up at 1. Raining didnt want go out. Changed botex to friday. Stayed home. He came back with fd and his gf. Sett8ng up fish tank. I felt so sad. Why does everyone having a normal love life, why does he like this? Ive been living like shit for 8 months. Was leaving for dinner. I started complaning. He got mad. Text him a lot again. He went to play mj.