Was thinking the whole day i go work. He said will come back early today. Came back at 9. I started complaining. Talked for an hour. Dont know if he was listening. He said i talk too much and very annoying and said we r breaking up for sure. Then he made a joint. He said i go back first then see whats up after i come back. Finally be good after he smoked weed and start touching my boobs and gave him bj. I think he might get why i was so annoying. I felt relieved. Now i can break up with him. Listened to rave music. Gave him a bj in bed again. I hate him treating me badly but i still love him happy to touch him and hold him.