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A Journey Into the Light
2013-11-13 03:05:41 (UTC)

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Now that you have read the other entries you understand where i was and were I am. It is still a journey and I am walking slowly down the road towards Christ. Some days I wobble off the path, but others I walk in the straight and narrow.

I will not lie. There are days when my old self rises up and says I am still here, I can control you. Being human sucks like that. I have changed, stopped doing stuff and stopped seeing some "friends." I read the bible and pray, but still the old self likes to rise up. Maybe I am not being truthful to myself and others. Maybe I truly have not given myself completely to Christ. I think that I have, but why else would I so easily give in to temptation like that? Is there something that I am missing? I search for answers but find little, because I search. I need Jesus to search me to find the errors and to correct them. I need to lean on Jesus when I feel that old self starting to rise instead of giving into temptation. I need to pray and search more and seek God. Yes I am imperfect, but I am human. I am not a god. I do not know all and see all. I can't be everywhere at all times. That is impossible for me.

This world is so confusing. It is believes that this exists or that that exists. but it has a hard time believing in GOD. It is so quick to believe that demons, vampires and zombies are cool or sexy, that they overlook the bad qualities. They overlook that they are creations of the devil to mystify the human race into his plans and goals.

"Why do we fall for that," you ask.

It is because we have grown accustom to it. We have grown accustom to the death and rage that is filling this world that we have lost our sensitivity to GOD. There are things in the world that we, humans, cannot and should not see, but the devil wants us to grow accustom to it so he can expose it to us little bits at a time. By the time that we realize what we are truly seeing it will be too late. Once we reach that thresh-hold there will be no turning back even if you wish to.

I leave you with II Corinthians 12:7-9
And lest I should be exalted above measure through the abundance of the revelations, there was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure. For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me. And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strenght is made perfect in weakness.

What does this mean? It means that we are sometimes given something that must be endured to ensure that we are as GOD wants us to be. Be strong and of good courage. The Lord is with thee.




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