Jake 🇺🇸

Killing Lions
2013-10-19 22:54:02 (UTC)

Naturally

I just heard the song naturally... i sorta like the tune and music but i really like the lyrics; it displays what i am not. ie I don't know who i am, im not natural, i act very unnatural. I think that's something I need to seriously think about, I'm so insecure i can never be proud about anything, even when it's small things; like the music i listen to, when im alone i love listening to music out loud but whenever someone just might might possibly hear it i use headphones, thats just one of many examples. I need to learn how to take advantage of the little things. I know for certain i won't truly have a BFF unless i can figure out who i am, i can love myself for what i like and not be ashamed of it. I;m too much of a perfectionist sometimes... wait... maybe that's what I should be? Hmmm yeah, i think i'm going to try that i'll be Mr perfect, i like that

Anyway.

So college... Yeah... it's been kicking my ass
There has never been a time in my life in which i've had so many opportunities, i can BE someone i just need more time. Even today I furiously writing this paper and putting together a presentation in which i need done tonight, i just got bored and now im doing this. so yeah...

*sigh* what am i doing, i don't hav time for this




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