MissFlowr_MTL

NewLifeinMTL
2013-10-16 15:53:06 (UTC)

i was right

after i wrote last night i started texting my boyfriend and soon after i was a sobbing wreck jusr crying and sobbing uncontrollably and i dont know why. cried for nearly an hour while he tried to calm me down and figure out why i was so upset. and frankly even i couldnt tell why i was so upset. after i finished crying we were exchanging our usual "i'm so glad i have you. . . ." " i cant believe some as amazing as u chose me. . ." those usual things. said goodnight around 1145 pm and i havent heard from him today. he had to work and he usually texts me when he gets off work. he usually gets off work anywhere between 2 and 4 pm. so i figure i'll wait 430 or 445 and text him and ask if everything is ok. got my word that i may not have money for my boyfriend's birthday. since i am a licensed massage therapist i am allowed to charge for bodywork. i have been doing some work for a friend, he was going to give me $100 for 2 sessions. some shiatsu i did last week and some deep tissue i am doing tomorrow. but there has been problems with the direct deposit into his account so he may not have the money and the i wont have money for my boyfriend's birthday dinner and treats for the movie and transit costs.
i love him and dont want to have him pay for a date on his birthday. i promised to treat him special cuz no one else in his life has. i dont want to let him down. . .. . .




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